Anonymous asked:

Are you still friends with your ex? or have you completely finished with her. You said that you were best friends, are you still close, why would she ever give you up? You are so CUTE! Oh well her Loss. Out of curiosity what happened between you and her, I remember talking to you a really long time ago and you and her were super loved up, making plans for your life together xoxox

Answer:

We weren’t talking for a really really long time and then just recently she sent me a message and we started talking again, she got a little tired of the distance and she’d met someone else and stuff it was all shitty times but she seems fairly reasonable now, I mean there’s like no way I’ll be dragged back into a relationship ever again after that, but it’s nice to know how she is doing all things considered she was like my best friend for the longest time and I did miss her despite everything, but hey nobody is perfect I guess.

Sorry I took so long to reply I just haven’t been on much lately and honestly it took me a while to formulate what I wanted to say without sounding like a hateful dick. I really struggled not to sound hateful. It was super hard. Because I hated it.

"Get dirty. Get fucking filthy. Get poor. Get off your ass. Get desperate. Get dangerous. Get vilified. Get vile. Get romantic. Get fucked. Get moving. Get productive. Get pro-active. Get started. Get your own life. Get doing something. Anything.Because before you know it you’re 40 with kids, a mortgage, and responsibilities that cause your fun to come second. So before cancer, Before Children, Before 50 hour work weeks, before back and knee problems, before school loans, before you lose your sense of humor.Fight.Fight and fuck and run and smile. Smile because the older you get the less you will. so yes, “quit being such a goddamn pussy” because bitching and whining and worry never made anything better.”

"Get dirty. Get fucking filthy. Get poor. Get off your ass. Get desperate. Get dangerous. Get vilified. Get vile. Get romantic. Get fucked. Get moving. Get productive. Get pro-active. Get started. Get your own life. Get doing something. Anything.
Because before you know it you’re 40 with kids, a mortgage, and responsibilities that cause your fun to come second. 
So before cancer, Before Children, Before 50 hour work weeks, before back and knee problems, before school loans, before you lose your sense of humor.
Fight.
Fight and fuck and run and smile. Smile because the older you get the less you will. so yes, “quit being such a goddamn pussy” because bitching and whining and worry never made anything better.”